I had a dream several weeks ago.
It was terrible!
My Dream
Darin and I adopted a baby girl. We got her as a baby and had her for a period of time. In this dream it felt like about a year or two, I know she was walking. As time passed we were out and about and found this other little girl. For some reason Darin and I started talking and we decided we wanted this little girl instead. So we searched and found one of my friends who would take our first baby so we could adopt this other girl.
My dream ended with us in a restaurant desperately talking with the agency. We had realized what we had done and wanted to fix it.
I got up the morning I had this dream and said to myself out loud, what an awful dream!!!
The Holy Spirit spoke to me and said Julie, you know how thinking of a situation like this makes you gasp and grab your heart? You can feel the rejection? The wound would be so deep it would be impossible to measure. Even if it was a necessary situation it would be heartbreaking. I said yes Lord…He said this is the closest example I can give you of what it feels like to me when there is a divorce.
I don’t know how to explain what I was feeling quite right but it is as if there is a gaping wound, deep wound in heaven when a divorce occurs. The pain is felt in heaven. The pain travels in space from your heart to God’s heart and heaven gasps with sorrow!
Please know we are praying for everybody we know!