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I Hate the Words Ok and Fine

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That is what many people would say to me…

Don’t worry Jules

You’ll be ok

You’ll be fine


I wanted more than ok

I wanted more than fine

I actually hate those two words

I had always wanted to experience the very best

That God had planned and purposed for me

In my heart of hearts I knew that included


So I waited

And waited

And waited some more

And trusted God’s Divine Word

Divine Power

And held onto the verse that says

The heart of the King is in the hand of the Lord

And then waited some more

And I began changing

And then God began to show me

How He the King of Kings

And Lord of Lords

was working behind the scenes

On our behalf

At first all I could see was the enemy

Then I began to see that God was just “preparing the table”

Getting out the table cloth

Bringing out the very best china

And the good good silver

For me

For Darin


For you

If you will let Him do it

It’s the Bible coming to life

In your life

Psalm 23:5

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You annoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.



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